ugh... i need to find a way to cheer myself up... hmmmm.... poetry? worth a shot..... *ahem*... reaching through the darkness and waitning for the light, another another gust of melevolent wind strikes me from the right, the ominous world swirls around screeching at me in scorn, it wont stop it wont give in until it finds me torn... it wont it wont give in until I've begun to mourn... the front seems bleak as does the back, it jabs at me in fierce attacks... i toss and turn toil and struggle but the agony only seems to double... down into the deaps full of hollow sounds, the empty rain carvorts through a distorts the world around... waking from from my slumber from sleep i do ascend waking only to find myself down in the dumps again....... that didn't help much at all... *despairs*...

....i thnk i need a hug...


T~T